will you deal with when i'm hard to deal with when you kiss me close your eyes & seal them elude your feelings, to listen even if it's, not worth the span of your attention to reel in, or invest in my passions & obsessions connect with my etceteras & eclectic moments, of self indulgence long enough to refocus to propel your shoulders when they're hunched over with observant observations giving you a once over, like gazing noticing roses, when they're withering & hearts becoming colder; shivering aging, though not getting older just getting over the past, to let the present last longer than the last ones who said you were the wrong one for him i'm stronger than them my body of work, unearths comparisons careless men, are embarrassments juggled your heart when they should've cherished it though who am i suggesting such things as if my motives & mind, at times, aren't just on one thing for sure i'm trying to score & make lots of love & not war it's those wars that test our strengths & restraint is you is, or is you ain't in it to win it, if we tear or if we break mending begins when we're committed to stay