when i'm protecting my family who's protecting me when i'm protecting my family from who's protecting me they failed, & we're failing that ain’t said skeptically get peeved, grieve, then leave, bailing rather than curtailing collectively stop being a bucket of crabs when someone needs help hashtag, it's too fuckin bad; go do it yourself have nots, condemning the haves the haves pretending to have & pretending to help more or less than they have the givers giving until they relapse & collapse back to deaf, dumb, & blind when death numbers climb & we're left wondering why & no, i don't have the answers Sway all i know is, i don't wanna die today & i don't wanna live if every day i think i'm gonna die today minding my business cause yes, i’m one of them niggas being as Black as i wanna be so in front of me’s, mr. stop & frisk us since i fit descriptions of niggas they dream about lynching since 1760… 1860… 1960… 2016… 2060…
my attire & demeanor’s seen as a misdemeanor & since i’m not smiling, i’m meaner i’m a threat, i’m aggressive, even if i’m just eating breakfast charges stack up, like tetris escalating to a need for back up till my back’s dumped, on a stretcher i was just whistling or waving taking a knee; you just see misbehaving & acting up intimated by the bass, & the cadence of my urban vernacular maybe my hoody's my cape; giving me strength so with my hands up, i can fly away since you say, you still don't feel safe & proceed to aim… fire away or one of me, needs six of you, so i don't escape to, what'd you say, tackle this ape with a chokehold & taser; subdue me & then spray six shots through me; just in case i don't stop moving while you're standing your ground it’s so sad, this isn't a movie a dead man walking; here's how it sounds
facts… you aim at all blacks i only blame some whites & i only blame some swine with glock 9’s & flashlights who see my life as three fifths of his, right but blame won't bring in indictments & praying won't bring back the lifeless incarceration & conversation on races won't make this right the ship tweeting & posting don’t mean that you’re righteous racist & hatred's been a lubeless, double penetration all our goddamn life; shit i'm tired, but i can't stop writing this until i don't die; this is what frightened is voila, introducing a new civil rights movement finally enlightenment completely united & complete cooperation from the oppressed congregation which just might save your life a bit boycott & walk out their shit get information & get in formation; shit remember the past when the committed united & made a commitment to fight, & get in that ass but you still ain’t drop your nfl pass you’re binging handmaids & high castles while hashtags are your band aids to our same hassles news flash, the next nigga’s neck’s in a lasso assholes, shit happens when we're at war outside i’m driving, get in, don’t get out, get ready to ride & save our kids lives ain’t no, forget or forgive, the next night this is for yesterday, today & tomorrow this ain't for follows don't like this, or heart this no emoji prayers or self serving marches this don't mean violence, this means no silence make exhausting triumphs, till we stop dying